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I’m contented =D thank God…
I know it’s going to be tough, but i’m not giving up because of hardship. I know i will face lots of obstacles, criticisms, scoldings and discrimination, i’m aware of it. I may not know how tough is it because i have not been through it, but yes today i make a decision and i’m going to go through it. It will be like going through a tunnel full of knives and tortures but i know when i make it out alive, even though i will be bleeding stuff like that, i will be stronger and that will be the time when i know i have made it…
i got this golden opportunity, i’m going to make the best out of it! slowly slowly, bits and pieces of the future and piecing up right in front of me. I know i need not to worry at all from the very beginning… Thank God.
i lost my source of income, i got 2 chance for me to prove myself.. This is a good deal =)
Thank God…
It’s really been wonderful… i thank God for that..
I found out a good news from email on wednesday. It’s really something that i really want but i did not have much confidence. Now that i got it, i’m pretty sure that it’s going to be a good thing. Thank God
So after a few weeks of considering, for a moment i thought i did not have the cut to do it, hence i gave up the idea and decided to stick with the mundane life. But guess what, my teacher approached me and he fulfilled the wish that i had.. As usual, i did not have confidence and would afraid that i am over-estimating myself… But yes, i got it again, and yes i’m sure it will be good too! But nothing comes easily, i need to work even harder, i need to practice even more now.. I got more things to oversee, so yes, i hope it will be a good show… Thank God once again..
F5
A brand day, a brand new life, a brand new timetable, a brand new attitude, it’s time to refresh myself…
But somethings will still be the same, of course the good things…
And i’m glad i found a few close cousins recently.. Finally, i know that besides friends, i still have close family members who understands me =)
After everything, all we hope to see is ur smile again =) PMK!!!!! MKP! MPK! PKM!! KMP!!!! KPM!!!!
Think Again…
Something that does not attract u doesn’t mean it isn’t good, doesn’t mean it’s ugly… Maybe simply because u have no clue of it…
Something that u think it’s good doesn’t mean it will beneficial me, because we are different…
Something that u think it’s unpleasant to you doesn’t mean it’s bad, if u think that’s the case, then u are really bias…
Don’t comment me on loving money, because u don’t really know what’s on my mind…if i’ve come to a point when i work for money, don’t ask me to continue to work because that’s simply money minded.. and don’t continue the sentence stating that my job is good paying and easy money… Aren’t u loving money more than me? ask urself before commenting on me…
Don’t think that loud music and fast dance means bad.. because if u do, then u have no knowledge about art..
don’t talk to me about stable income in the future because i rather starve myself doing something that i love than forcing myself to work just for money… If u think stable job is good, then go ahead and do ur stable job, but think again, what is ur life now having a stable job.. if u are complaining about ur work, then u’ve failed in your own principle.. and this is really bad, it’s really a failure…
don’t comment on things that u don’t know. u will end up become a foolish person…
u want money, i will give it to you, but don’t question me on how i earn it because it will be bad money if u know it.. Nothing is good accept working in an office…
i don’t blame u, this is what u are… so don’t blame me, because this is what i am… don’t take pity on me when i fail, because i told u, i rather go hungry than doing something i hate…
u have led an ordinary life, don’t expect me to follow ur footsteps.. u said i have talent but deny whatever i am doing.. once again, think again of what u have said.. if they don’t agree to each other, u’ve failed once again…
i’m going to prove to u that u will be wrong.. say me a weird and bad girl, say by all means, because i won’t take into consideration the comments from someone who don’t know art at all…
don’t think that you are always right and i’m immature, if u really love money, go and work on behalf of me, if u can’t, then shut up…
the limit is the limit… if u don’t know what is the limit, then u’ve failed once again…
Unbelievable…
It was a nasty ending.. i hate it.. i didn’t expect things will turn out this way… but every word from u make it unbearable… Such a hypocrite u are in front of me. Don’t think that i’m young and immature. Everything started from you. If u admitted your own mistakes and not pushing the blame to me, nothing would have happen. If u are someone who do what u say, u will gain my respect instead but i’m sorry, this time u have went overboard.
Of course, this is absolutely good and well paying opportunity, but who cares about money? Why will i sacrifice my own happiness just for money? It’s just money, there’s nothing left for me there except money.. In the past i’ve always been saying yes to money but in the end i found out that money can’t bring me much satisfaction.
i’m very sure that i rather work my heart out just for peanuts pay while doing the things i like than earning easy money but dragging my foot every weekend..
i’m sorry for my attitude, go ahead commenting on my childishness and immaturity. Sorry for bringing so many complains to you, for once i work for u, for once i was happy, for once i decided to stay on, but yes, just for once, there isn’t a second time that i will do it again…
how cool is it, another one reached my limit again… but yes i know, this is the cruel world and i have to face it. But now i’m going to work my way up to the goal that i have… no money? who cares? what is money to me…
i found out that i do not really need to work, skipping all the entertainment and expensive food and shopping, i think i can still survive.. My parents aren’t that poor… i have more than one talents that can allow me to look for jobs outside.
i don’t like what i’m feeling now.. but i know soon i will be back to normal… it will be a good weekend ahead..
yes it’s time…
Good opportunities come and go.. But well i think it’s time.. I’m going out to look for more and better opportunities. all i want is the experience..
i really hope i can get the job 
Pointers
1. if one doesn’t heed ur good advice it’s either your advice is not good or simply stupid or u’re just not trying hard enough to advise…
2. if u have done something wrong and have not apologize, then u should do it if not the guilt will still be there. Asking for forgiveness is always good
3. if u’ve took what u have now for granted, then u should try to treasure it before it becomes too late and u start regretting. It’s always the same old cycle, take for granted, lose it, regret, then trying to get it back and tell urself u are going to treasure it. And when it’s urs finally, u take for granted again, and the cycle goes on…
4. what is your definition of life? If u think that you’re having a fulfilling life, then try to list out the things you’ve accomplish or at least completed in your to-do list and see if ur life’s really fulfilling or not..
5. ( in continuation of point 4) then what is your definition of passion? are you willing to give up everything just for your passion? If not, then that may not really be a passion but just something to put it in your mouth and deceive yourself. If u think that is your passion, then are u doing anything to your passion? if not, what is stopping you? think again, what’s stopping u may be your true passion.
6. have you been spending time with your family? if not, why is it so? is it because u have other commitments outside that is much more important than family? more important than your parents? without them, u are seriously nothing at all. So start spending quality time with them, Sunday is always a good time to do it since it’s family day…
7. are u satisfied with what u have now? if not, what are u asking for more? will u be ever satisfied with what u have or u’ll be forever asking for more?
8. if u’re working very hard for something but u didn’t achieve it, does it mean that u’re not cut to do it? or u are just simply not trying hard enough? if u work hard enough, u will get it.. if u say u have already tried your best but fail, then u’re someone who give up easily and think again, what is your best? is it really your best?
9. if u say you want to end your life, then just do it since life sux for you.. it’s just a wastage of resources if u continue to live ( i know i’m being bad by saying this, but sorry, i just don’t like people who don’t treasure their lives)
10. God is always fair
11. No one is perfect
12. Time to wake up from your dreams
12 points that i’ve learnt and encountered… it’s just a reminder for myself, not saying anyone in particular…
Wonderful Night!
Alright so ytd i went to watch “Paranormal Activity“ with 2 of my classmates… yes it’s very scary haha!!! but well and yes found out it’s not a true story but it’s kinda real… Because they isn’t a need to have awesome music to build up the tension, just the silence and the low drone is killer enough! but well, ya it’s just a movie haha! i’m still able to have a good night sleep because i was really tired haha!
So i went to have dinner with my girlfriends and guess what happen!!! after dinner, we were jay walking to suntec and there was an accident that happen right in front of us!!! So there’s this cyclist, don’t know what was in his mind, just bang right straight into the back of the car beside us.. YES THERE WAS A LOUD “Bak” sound… 3 of us were just stunned and stunned and stunned. Thank God he didn’t hit my girlfriends… but it’s was just so sudden and we were kinda traumatize by it because it happen so near us.. We were all very confused because there’s a big red car just beside us, it was impossible that he couldn’t see it? Maybe parallex error but i think i would rather he knocking into a stationary car than a car knocking onto him… scary scary… Car is still the safest..
so went to esplanade, sat there for a small performance halfway through, it was drizzling so nothing much, sat there for awhile and headed home.. such a short night but it was fun lah..
haha but yes, didn’t really know i was so bad at handling such stuff but yes just remember to keep clear!!! HAHA!! just see what happens lah.. don’t really care much about it, just follow!
