My Journey to a place where i call Home.

today it’s the 31st december! last day of 2009!

so it’s 2010 soon, a new year, a new life, new challenges, new goals, new attitude! i think 2010 is very significant for me, i got good feelings about 2010!

so yeap, i’m off here!

There’s a purpose to this retreat, everything happens for a reason i believe. I made the right decision to coming to this retreat. Thanks for everyone who has made this retreat a successful one, with fun games, nice food, heart warming and purposeful sessions, i enjoyed myself alot!

yes i enjoy this alot, this will be a good start =)

i feel that wherever your heart is, you will be there always. so if u like school, you will always be found in school for example so i think there’s no need ask to where i’ll be cause i thought it’s pretty obvious but well never mind.

thank God for everything, will touch on details next time. so now, i’m off to sleep!

yeah! all done by me haha! sorry for the lame video though. Just wanna upload to youtube hence made a video out of it. Do check it out and comments please!

GUYS! PLEASE PUT ON YOUR EAR PIECE OR WHAT! PLEASE DON’T USE YOUR COM SPEAKERS UNLESS IT’S MUCH CLEARER THAN HEADPHONES THEN I’M SPEECHLESS WAHAHA!

ok so i was so tired the last weekend that i slept at 6pm on sunday and woke up the next morning at 9 am.. zzz guess i must be too tired…

but anyway i love doing praise and worship, it’s really fun! keyboard is just as fun too! i love going to church, and everything makes it awesome!

last week of school before holiday, i finished one of my assignment within 3 hours wahahaha! happy about that and really satisfied with my work too haha!

christmas coming, time to shop for presents!!!

time to seek consultation, i don’t like what i’m seeing now.. it’s horrible zzz…

Of course it’s a must and definitely i am going to blog about the kids camp this year because it’s really awesome!

Ok so the camp is so great that i got more interested in it rather than school Ok so i was one of the teachers there and i have 8 great kids with me throughout this camp… So my 8 great babies are Rene, Zackary, Ethel, Rachael, Jolene, Ethan, Ashley and Faith. 8 cute little primary 1 kids… So i was really interested and excited about it, it’s the first year i set aside time for this and i became real busy but it was fun.. I love being on the keyboard, camera man capturing the smiles and laughters of the kids, teacher teaching the devotions etc etc. When comes to meal, i must ensure that they are full and upkeep their good table manners… The experience is something that i never had it in my life before!!!

These 3 days was really enriching to me and i learnt alot. I love the kids and i was really touched when they were full of excitement when they saw me the last day evening because i was absent during the day.. My dear Ashley even made a card for me! I really hope to see them again, i know i will see some of them this sunday as well…

For once i thought it was impossible to handle 8 kids, but after these 3 days, i found out that everything really paid off seeing them enjoy the food the activities and of course the important lessons that they have learnt.. Being a teacher isn’t as easy but i really don’t mind teaching young kids, because what i see from them is the innocent smiles and everlasting energy and enthusiasm in them…

Thank you for everyone for contributed to the camp as well as praying for the camp. It is really an awesome one, i will never forget the kids and really hope they love my ice cream sticks!!!!!

I’m contented =D thank God…

I know it’s going to be tough, but i’m not giving up because of hardship. I know i will face lots of obstacles, criticisms, scoldings and discrimination, i’m aware of it. I may not know how tough is it because i have not been through it, but yes today i make a decision and i’m going to go through it. It will be like going through a tunnel full of knives and tortures but i know when i make it out alive, even though i will be bleeding stuff like that, i will be stronger and that will be the time when i know i have made it…

i got this golden opportunity, i’m going to make the best out of it! slowly slowly, bits and pieces of the future and piecing up right in front of me. I know i need not to worry at all from the very beginning… Thank God.

i lost my source of income, i got 2 chance for me to prove myself.. This is a good deal =)

It’s really been wonderful… i thank God for that..

I found out a good news from email on wednesday. It’s really something that i really want but i did not have much confidence. Now that i got it, i’m pretty sure that it’s going to be a good thing. Thank God

So after a few weeks of considering, for a moment i thought i did not have the cut to do it, hence i gave up the idea and decided to stick with the mundane life. But guess what, my teacher approached me and he fulfilled the wish that i had.. As usual, i did not have confidence and would afraid that i am over-estimating myself… But yes, i got it again, and yes i’m sure it will be good too! But nothing comes easily, i need to work even harder, i need to practice even more now.. I got more things to oversee, so yes, i hope it will be a good show… Thank God once again..

A brand day, a brand new life, a brand new timetable, a brand new attitude, it’s time to refresh myself…

But somethings will still be the same, of course the good things…

And i’m glad i found a few close cousins recently.. Finally, i know that besides friends, i still have close family members who understands me =)

After everything, all we hope to see is ur smile again =) PMK!!!!! MKP! MPK! PKM!! KMP!!!! KPM!!!!